Carpe Diem
The problem is that we want people to understand how we're feeling, but the truth is that even we don't know. The problem is that there are people that do care, but we can't believe in them. It's sort like a paradox. We run away with the intention of someone may come search for us, with the intention that they'll will ask for us to stay. It's messy and complicated. The problem about being humans is that we have feelings.